Give me a heart attack, but let it be relief from the dreams that haunt my nights. They are created to expose me, guilt me, tear me down.

The restless waves taunt tiny ships
Naively trying to cross them
Oh, they rip her sails apart,
Never ending nightmare
Can you remember the day it started?

I dreamt of doing the unthinkable, I dreamt of her smiling at me as she poisoned my glass, I dreamt of you leaving me and not looking back, I dreamt of him crying at me, falling fast.

Frozen fingers, face on fire
Everything gets in the way
Can I just be at peace for one day?
So many questions, wishes of
A babbling brook, so far away
So many miles of sea are left…
And I can’t get away.

This outcry of inner turmoil will explode inside my soul the moment I close my eyes every night, and
Make me believe my guilt in the morning.

The skies turn gray, the storm comes in
No matter how hard I fight, I just can’t win
Harsh light, but imagined sin
Withering from within